Dear, dear diary

2011-02-01T02:36:00.000-08:00

me to mr. plouffe : what's my name?

mr. plouffe : *thinking hard* jiyoon!

me : ??? -.- =.=''' ???

v o.o v - i find these symbols really cute

2011-02-01T00:31:00.000-08:00

AYO. Today I decided to upload my Aus trip photo. Well, I didn't post up all pic, but I posted up nicer ones. Melbourne was fun fun fun! Everything is cool and in tech compared to, here. People here are nice, I've encounter extremely nice ones. We were kinda lost in the highway while on the way to Cherry Farm, because the GPS ran out of batt, so imagine us in the car, finding way out.

Then we asked this man let us charged our GPS in his car, and surprisingly, he allowed, because if we were to charge the batt; he need to start his engine. Sucha nice man :) Then we went into the pub and ask for map, and the two old man helped us with the roads. He even offered his number so we can give him a call if we're lost. Nice person ain't he!?

So okay, succesfully reached the farm! Going home was a trouble, because we don't know the way out.

THEN, there we kinda follow other's car, and ter-follow to a parrot jungle -.- Cool also, at least we get to see parrot. Colourful ones.

We asked for their help, and they were so nice! They let us charge the GPS in their car and guide us the way out. They're Filipino that lived in Queensland btw. They gave us their ~~mac~~ map book and guide us out. Nice people! We were so lucky to meet so many nice people!

Here are a few photos of places I went. I went many places, but I'm lazy to post all.

Victoria State Library

Awesomest library ever.

I thought it was a museum at first. -.-

And their study area is like so antique feeling.

Really feel very comfortable.

They have this gallery inside the library.

The library is HUGE!

This orange muffin taste freaking nice!

Big ship near the Melbourne Convention Center

See the place behind??

That's where I did some illegal things there.

And almost got caught!

The Grad Day

My sis received like 5 bouquet of flowers

and each of us had to carry one.

The Hall

The graduates

Next day, we decided to follow a one day trip tour. We went to Great Ocean to visit the Twelve Apostle. Top 10 of the world most beautiful and top tourist place. It is like a collection of limestone stacks off the shore.

It was really windy and beautiful :)

Great view from the top.

There used to be 12 of the limestone (the big big rocks)

but because of the wave, 3 collapsed

and left only 8 or 9.

Those hangus land behind was due to the

super hot weather and it burnt.

Land of the Hangus (my own name for it)

The stone there is called the London Bridge.

It was once joined together.

But the wave hits, and it collapsed.

There's a really interesting story.

Fortunately, nobody fell, and there were this lucky 2 that got on to the other side of the bridge. JUUSSSSSTTT as they step on the other side of the bridge, the stone collapse!! Lucky them!

Zoo Day!

Spotted this colourful cloud!

Rhinoceros get a sun tan. B)

I don't know what's that ugly animal called.

The most hateful person sitting in the front row in class -

Giraffe

Wild Dogs

Really scary looking

THE END

Hippo!

College

I started college already.

College is fun, cool library

I love the library there because they have tons of com!

Studying the Canadian course is fun esp when you have these fun canadians lecturers!

Today Mr. Plouffe tried to recall my name, and ended up calling me Jiyoon. -.-

And the only Jiyoon that I know is :

A Korean singer.

I'll be back soon.

2011-01-11T21:47:00.000-08:00

Hello??!! Does anyone still read this blog?? Haven't updated it since last year!
How's your life? I'm somewhat rotting -.- All alone in this big house. It feels so big when you're alone.
I'll update my australia trip soon! It was fun : )

CNY is near! Best time of the year. But this year somebody will be leaving.. We've been together for all celebrations. Feels different without her. Anyway, this year I think I won't do much cny shopping since I think I kinda shopped a lot in Australia already. Eheh yeah. All I need is a hair cut? And a dye? I just cut my hair, but it will grow longer sooner or later. So when cny comes, it is the right time to cut and change a new hairstyle : )

I haven't been blogging, seems like my blogging mood is back. I'll update this more often.
Almost everyone started college. Except for me -.- And everyone is saying how fun college life is. I have yet to enjoy it. Kinda excited to enter college. Just that I haven't decide :(
I've got 2 HUGE difference decisions in front of me! I can't decide. Time is running out!

Oh I attended Sunway's orientation on Monday with my cousin. Since we both are not registered students. We had a tad bit of problem joining the orientation. It was some conditional thing to let me get in. So of course it was pay up tomorrow and register. But I have not even decided yet. Obviously I say NO to them. Then my dad came and pick us up and drop us at my house. We cooked, then it was getting boring. My cousin wants to watch movie, so we took a cab to OU. And spent our day there. Watched Meet the Parent : Little Fockers. Hilarious movie. Good movie.

Okay. Off now. tata

Still undecided about college -.- Bye bye

Pause.

2010-09-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand.

Hey there, today its gonna be a non 2NE1 post. I'm pretty sure my blog is not a 2NE1 fansite. But anyway, they won another award! They just kept winning ever since their comeback! Aren't they great?!

Moving on, so how's everyone life going on? I'm still happy and grateful that I passed my Grade 8 exam. Finally, I'm done with my piano grades. After all these long years, ever since young. At least my hardwork had paid off. My life moved on :)

Sometimes I felt life paused. Was it time to realize the time of our lives? Or was it us getting bored to living our life as usual? Well, I felt things change these days. I started avoiding people. I don't know why. I don't feel like bringing things up either. Was it me? or is there really something wrong. I started to wonder more about my dreams, those long dream in the afternoon nap. It somehow resembles something in my life. Whenever I dream, it has gotta to do with my thinking.

I'm really very tired. I wanna go.

I'm going to fly higher to that far away place
I'm not going to be fooled anymore by sweet temptations
It's a new start, now it's time to part ways
Once again, I'm boldly making my exit

Clap your hands

2010-09-09T03:20:00.000-07:00

I have more 2NE1 photos to share!

Oh please don't get sick of me

with all these 2NE1 photos.

I love this!

They'll be promoting a total of 3 songs!

Which no singer ever does in this industry.

Awesomee.

They will even have 10 minutes on their comeback stage

on SBS, too bad Astro doesn't have.

Isn't the show now is more like a 2NE1 special episode

instead of just normal music show?

A few Behind the scenes shot from 3 of their promoting songs.

They even have a promo bus.

It looks like a pretty interesting MV.

Today is their comeback!

Woohoo!

Tweedle

2010-09-01T02:09:00.000-07:00

It's out!

2NE1's comeback photos!

Ooohh. Spot something new!

Epic.

New Hairstyle!

CL is blond!

Bom with her red hair. Wow.

Somehow reminds me of anime.

16 yrs old Minzy,

her dance moves are like

WOAH.

She don't just struts her butt or her chest,

she DANCE.

This is cool. I like!

They worked Wil.i.am for their comeback, and here's a message from Wil.i.am himself to 2NE1.

There's a week more till their comeback!

*excitement*

wooohooooo!

cheers!

BYE!

Out of my way.

2010-08-30T04:19:00.000-07:00

A new start with or without you, I'm sure it doesn't matters anymore be it to me or you. (:

Read that sign, yo.

21 ♥

2010-08-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

I Just Got My Hands On This!

2NE1's First Mini Album!

Yay!

I usually don't buy album, because I think its such a waste of money.

But I actually wanted 2NE1's album so BADLY.

There's actually two version, this is the other version

I wanted this, the casing is really nice and there's many features.

Looks good for a first timer's mini album,

But I couldn't find it anywhere at any CD shop.

They only have the one above.

Nah, but it's still the same.

Both from 2NE1.

The blue version one included a few

more features in the booklet.

CL!

Proud owner holding her 2NE1 album (:

Lee Chae Rin ftw!

hey there.

2010-08-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hello breathing creatures!

This is 2NE1's latest activity before their big comeback.

See they are all hiding behind those cloth.

Especially their hair.

They have a new hairstyle for their comeback,

and they can't show it before the comeback.

CL
I was never a fan of any superstar or even k-pop.
Even Enrique Iglesias lasted only a few weeks.
But I'm such a BIG FAN of CL.
Seriously...
Sometimes I do wonder why.

they wore these rings and threw it to the audiences.

I'll be so HAPPPPPYYY if I'm one of the lucky

audience to get it.

21 ♥

2010-08-21T10:16:00.000-07:00

2NE1's comeback is on the 9th September!

After so long, they're finally back!

They worked with Wil.i.am to produce

their new album, titled To Anyone.

Gee, I'm so excited! :D

2NE1 fighting!

Geez edited for ms Big-fan

2010-08-14T06:32:00.000-07:00

I took all the 2NE1 quiz on facebook, like 'are you a true blackjack?', 'who is your favourite member', 'who are alike in 2NE1?'. And, all my results were link to CL! No doubt she is my favourite of all time. (: I'm a true blackjack, okay. (note: blackjack is a fan name for 2NE1.) I took this 'which k-pop song are you?' quiz, and my results was the song 'I don't care' by 2NE1 :D

cool.

As a late reply to Mei-Wen's special post on her blog, this is for you. *edited*

Ms Big-fan, happy with a new, nicer photo of K-stew?

the LIBRARIAN.

2010-08-06T05:46:00.000-07:00

Stepped down today. Time really does FLY. Now my fellow form 5s and I are powerless. No more excuse for leaving the library, no more slacking, no more duties and the list goes on. Being a librarian since form 1, it is really not easy to leave this job, well, mainly because this 4 years+ experience is seriously fun and crazy. People always refer to librarians as nerd, bookworm, lame blah. But, no, its fun! You'll know why if you are one (: Imagine you get to work in an air-condition room, with your closest gang, laughing and working all way through. Setting policies that no one else could have the right to do, working with everyone for every activities, punishing, guiding, learning. Library week preparation is always more fun than the week itself, the feeling and fun of cleaning up the library is much more enjoyable than the final look itself. Going through several reckless yet fun mistake, like, almost burning down the whole library, breaking an angel statue, chopping of trees illegally, riding bicycle from school to TC Mall, running up and down from one u to ikano, the curve, TC mall, taking taxi rides back and laughing out loud. Oh my, the fun just never end, and its too long to go on. You'll never imagine, it's crazy.

4 years+ of fun, crazy, exciting, psychotic moments in the library and with the librarians,
definitely worth to be cherish.

Bye (:

you left me speechless.

2010-08-05T01:07:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's our installation, and I hope everything will go on fine. Back at the library, the gang forgotten about the chairs, podium, tray and pn norsham. Settle these with shau wei at Pn zulaika's office. She gave us some advise and plan B. Good thing Pn Norsham will still be attending for the installation although she have to leave for a principle's retirement at some school.

Today, I saw things I never knew. Frankly speaking, this feeling sucks. When you decided to keep some things not so acquaintance, you might not get what you expected. People change, for the ~~better~~ advantages.

Friend, I don't know you anymore.

just stop blaming me, stop telling stories

and move on.

I've learn and seen a lot through

this shit.

you enjoying pulling me down?

I'm fine with it.

because, by the end of the day,

it still revolves around you.

Jap

2010-07-31T01:54:00.000-07:00

Went to 'Tao' at Sunway Giza with my family last weekend. It's a Japanese buffet style restaurant. It was a sit-and-order and a walk-and-take buffet. The buffet hour was from 12 to 4 i think. The food are nice, especially those scallop! God, it's just tastes like HEAVEN!

the orange sauce made it so special,

they grilled it.

We had like 3 plates of this.

The unagi rice that my sis ordered,

she just wanted the unagi. -.-

Fresh oyster! Love it.

Only had a few of this because I didn't

wanted to be bloated with raw seafood.

Not too bad, I wanna go there again!

blackjack

2010-07-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

I am so waiting for their comeback!

blackjack. I like this fan name (:

I found out a few 2NE1 & CL's tumblr site!

Awesome stuff. Now I found a new site

to stalk everyday!

At the mean time,

here's a pic.

I'm obsessed with her!

Mei-wen, this is for you,

k-stew's no make up joan jett look

Sick.

2010-07-24T04:50:00.000-07:00

Hey there. I finally decided to blog. This month is gonna be crazy. I'm having practical exam in 3 weeks time, performance at sime darby convention center in 2 weeks time, TRIAL EXAM in a month time. Piano is the thing I will be facing everyday for this whole month. Oh my, yes, I've been pretty busy, besides these upcoming plan, my fellow BOD and I have got some problems and issue to solve. I can't breathe. My nose is blocked. I'm having sore throat. I hate it! I've finish 3 packets of strepsils. Yeah, I trust strepsils alot. It kinda works.

cookie monsters

2010-07-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

Today Mei- Wen and Steph came over to bake. We were baking for library's raising fund activity. We baked m&ms cookies, yummy! We did 4 attempts. It was fun baking :)

Chefs at work.

First attempt.

Results:

this was the third attempt already,

didn't take the second.

Fourth attempt.

Voila! All the cookies we baked.

All sizes!

Well the first attempt was fine, good for a beginning.
The second attempt was not bad.
The third attempt was BEST. Tastes like cookie, crispy and just fine!
Fourth attempt I didn't try. : P

Bicycle day

2010-06-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

Went to school from 10 to 4.30 today. I was suppose to have aural class, but I totally forgotten. Too busy with library stuff. After doing some work, Mei-wen and I cycled to TC mall to buy some stuff. It was quite fun to cycle around on roads. When we reached, we need to park at the basement. And that place was quite empty, so we actually cycle in the basement. So nice to cycle there, no cars, the floor so smooth. We played at the basement and had gabriel to wait inside carefour for so long. Hahaha.

When we were heading back, we cycled around the basement again. Its seriously fun. By that time, gabriel and his cousin were already in school, they walked. Then, while cycling back, I fell down from the bike into a hole. Cycled too fast. My life flashes in front of me, because right where I fell, were pieces of glass beside. Thank you God for letting me to fall on rocks and sands instead of glass. Must have done good deeds on my past life. So I wailed loudly for Mei- wen!

These two videos below, are Mei- xuan's self made video. Her impersonation of dawn yang. Just that her's is mouth sealed.

Because right now I don't bother anymore :D

2010-06-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

Stephanie, don't worry too much.

Just go with the flow.

Got back all my results, and they weren't good. The only freaking A i got is BM. My moral result is such a big disappointment. There's too many problems too stress in life sometimes, not all the time, I'm still young and free from stress the adults get. Like maybe recently, I somehow overheard some conversations, and it kinda suck. Well people just put the damn blame on you when their problems are not solve. Better yet, they don't even know the cause. Hinting and talking was so very enough. hmm Or maybe what I said or done is not enough? Don't depend on me to solve it for you girl. Hahaha, I am just another ordinary girl, I have no super powers. How much can I do? (:

Question of the day! :

How should you react if you see something that resembles sarcastic? :P

DC

2010-06-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

*clear*

problems solved.

Souled out!

2010-06-16T19:33:00.001-07:00

Watched Killers with Steph and Mei-wen yesterday, and it was a hilarious movie seriously, and ashton kutcher was hot (: I don't mind watching it again, but it's quite ridiculous for 5 or more people to die innocently in the movie.

After a short one half hour movie, we were hungry so headed to italianiess for lunch. Goodness. The food they serve was so big portion, we had a hard time. The few hours of life was hard for us in the restaurant. "We cook more than you eat" was written on the wall, and it was so true because we couldn't finish our food.

while waiting with empty stomach.

Our appetizer
2 cm bruschetta
and I don't know whats mine.

Dumped the appetizer aside when our main course
was served.

manage to finish my mussel spaghetti cause
I didn't finish my appetizer.
Oh and I love the mussels!

Pityful people who were too blardy full.

Fullest of the fullest.

Victory! Manage to stuff all in!

Sighh, kesian.

So what do you do when you're too full?
Give food to random small kids.

Offering our appetizer,
hahahaha! But of course she didn't take it.

Videos of what people do when they're too full.

When to my grandmother's house after that,
helped that cute boy below with his homework.

Party in the cameron

2010-06-14T22:21:00.000-07:00

I recently got back from a super-awesome 2 days 1 night trip in Cameron Highlands. Although it was only a short two days but it was FUN! We had so much fun in the bus, laughing and screaming like some lunatics. I think the bus driver hated us a lot, cause we scream everytime he is driving. We bullied some small kids like Alex, who is so not innocent at all. He and his 'melancap'. We took A LOT of photos, I am not posting up all here, so whoever that wants to see some lame, crazy photos please proceed to facebook.com .

majority of my photos are photos of a hand wearing a studded bracelet.

so you if happened to stumble across pictures of hands, it is all mei- wen's hand.

cactus farm, with all sorts of size, colour and shape.

BOH tea farm

Time tunnel, walking back to our parents years.

the platform was gonna collapse.

Strawberry farm.

This is where when i was involved in

a real st john scene.

i was quite stunned.

But i manage to apply my skills.

Many eyes were on me,

tension, tension.

Night market aka pasar malam.

Butterfly/ insects park.

we scream like hell when

a butterfly come near us.

Even a small kid also not so scared.

Outside of our villa, quite a nice view from our place.

waterfall.

This is what we do at night,

We went to many others places, but I'm not posting all.

Too MANY photos.

Overall, FUN TRIP!!

Picture of the day,

a weirdo who wears a suit to cameron

holding a briefcase and a red

caltax umbrella everywhere he goes.

He's a form 1 boy.

Oh and here's the song i was talking about.

Mei- wen and I made it in the bus.

I hop on a bus to cameron

with a t shirt and a cardigan

welcome to the land of strawberries

am I gonna fit in?

Jump to bus here I am for the second time

Look to my right and I see the BOH tea farm

this is all so crazy,

everything seems so greeny.

And the song goes on, and on.....

if you notice, this is a party in the usa song.

i'm back

2010-06-14T03:12:00.000-07:00

I'm back from Cameron! It was AWESOMEEEE. Yes those who didn't go, sorry to say you missed all the fun. But I'm gonna talk about cameron trip later. Watch the 2 videos below, hahaha! I find it funny.

I'll post up about Cameron trip soon and an awesome song mei- wen and I made in the bus!

Pyramid

2010-06-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

I am SO addicted over the new song pyramid by Charice and IYAZ. Charice totally rocks. Philippian with a superb voice. She sang many other songs like listen, baby, my heart will go on, the climb etc. Yes, and its waaay nicer than those original singers (:

This is pyramid official video. Awesome song.

Guess who finally arrive today?

My jeggings!

Was suppose to receive it on Wednesday. Well it was PosLaju and nobody was at home to collect it upon signature. So I went to the post office to collect it (: I'm so lovin' it. Search at malls which sell at 89 to 99 bucks. Not worth this price! Lucky me to find one on the blogshop which is like seriously half or even less than half of the malls prices. And the quality was BETTER.

Snap!

2010-05-31T04:07:00.000-07:00

One of my wish in my After-spm-wishlist is about or yet to happened! Yes, I am so very happy. Its is my very first wish of course. Its about to happen to in end of june or early july. Eeehee, depends on how I am getting on with it. Excitement! :DD

I wanna be a succesful young enterprenuer

at the age of 17!

those who fight

2010-05-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

I removed all the video I posted on my previous post. Its too large. Such an eye sore. 2 weeks down for exam, 1 more week to go. I think I screwed up most was add maths. Can't wait for the third week to end... Then Cameron highlands is the next stop for fun during the holidays. Gonna have so much fun with all these awesome people. Talking about awesome-ness babyy!

Ahaha, my cousin is such cutiee sweet girl (: Having so much fun playing with her :D

Megan (:

Laughing our lungs off, haha :D

PRICELESS .

sisterly-cousinly.

Lollipop

2010-05-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

These few days are quite a good day for me I must say. Well although exams are just around the corner. Must struggle a bit harder. Well on Thursday a teacher told me something that really brightened up my day and motivated me. I was really very pleased to hear that from her (: It made my day. Today was librarian exam, quite a busy day and tiring. Talked to another teacher in the library. She also brightened my day and made me felt confident. We talked about my future career and other stuff. She's a nice teacher to talk to. :D I was really glad to talk to her which open up my mind and made me felt confident. I found this website which I can download all the piano pieces for free! Downloaded many nice songs, to be played soon! I really can't wait for exam to be over.

*i found out something which was suppose to be P&C.

okay, its time for 2NE1!

This is their latest song, I likee. Haha I didn't wanna post it so soon cause I wanna post all the nice older songs.Well I can't resize it. Maybe because its HD.

lalaland

2010-04-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

That was what I said 2 years back for

something I didn't do wrong.

I still didn't know why do I

need to apologize

when I was the one who

were begged to improvise

the bond.

Well of course its always bad to look back

I just still didn't understand why did I

say SORRY.

I learned. And this time, I wouldn't care

much about anything between it.

I figured and wondered too much back then.

Seems so hard to understand the mistakes.

But the biggest lesson was

I will never say

SORRY to things I didn't do wrong (:

~~I'm SORRY.~~

set this roof on fire baby

2010-04-28T01:55:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I feel stupid for doing something not appreciated. It gave me a feeling that it was so fake. I don't think I will wanna talk about it anymoreee (: School is fine these days, being in class is so awesome. Better than skipping for nothing. Mainly because of them funny people! Today was fine, I felt offended at one part, well some may say I'm short tempered, narrow minded, but still, you must have a limit on your words. Furthermore, you know yourself better than anyone does.

I found a new FIRE video from 2NE1. I like the concept of class. (: Megan! Watch this!

I'm gonna post more 2NE1 video! Imma evacuate my blog with their video (:

surprise bump.

2010-04-25T05:00:00.000-07:00

I would never recognize you till you shout my name. (:

Just yesterday, I was randomly walking at the curve with my dad. I saw a girl in purple dress and a cute girl beside her. Her back was facing me with her pretty jet black hair. She turned around, then I glanced away from her sight. Then someone shouted 'HUIYING!'. I was pretty shocked. It was her who called me. Then I looked at her, and it comes up to my mind that she was my primary school bestieee! She asked me ' Do you know am I?! Do you know??' And of course, I was quite speechless. Mainly because I haven't seen her for 4 years plus. And we had never keep in touch since very long ago. I was so happy to see her again (: Part of me couldn't believe its her. She stay far away from PJ. I was totally enlightened by our meet up (: I was so happy and shocked but we couldn't talk for long as I was gonna leave. But we exchange number and took a good photo. Sigh, never knew I could ever see her again after 4 long years.

gee. she's so hot now.

2NE1 FTW!

2010-04-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

School, homeworks are the thing I'm currently not keeping in such a acquaintance affair. For at least, I tried. Today was almost a half day free school day. Spent two days taking photos. Not as fun as last year still. Omg, I got tons of homeworks ahead of me. I'm trying very hard to finish them all okay! I shall do them after this. Yeah after I finish all my 2NE1 videos! 2NE1 and Justin Bieber's song was stuck in my head all day. -__- Imagine when you're listening to teacher then inside your soul, you're singing a song. Which I sometimes kinda hate that because I can't focus.

At the mean time, enjoy this video from 2NE1!!
I remove one of my enrique iglesias photo
from the sidebar to 2NE1's. (:

One of my favourite live performance! :DD

Nice song!

it will never be there.

2010-04-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

everything's so messy right now.

the feelings i had 8 months ago.

came back on friday morning.

and i hate it.

I skipped 2 tuition yesterday to attend a 10 hours course. I didn't really planned to go because I don't find the need. But my mum asked me to go, I'm a good girl, so I agreed. I could say the students there are mostly from sri hartamas and quite some from smdu. Overall its fun mainly because of the funny teachers! And I must say, I also learned many new things. Its like something so discovering. We learn how to 'scan' rumusan from left to right, down to up and vice versa. I wouldn't agree fully of what those seniors said about this course. And the people there are actually very nice! Steph bought some sweets and ask for 2 free apollo, and the man was like 'okay, just take!'. Nice man!

we were the first few to daftar, so we got to choose our own seats.

We were seating in front of some crazy students,

and they kept kicking our ass without knowing.

and when their schoolmate went up to get

their prizes, omg, they scream and cheered like

crazy lunatics. Seriously, its just a book.

Not like some olympic prize or something.

Steph and I was so annoyed.

And she purposely say it in front of them that

they're so freaking annoying.

this man was the host of the day,

he was busy motivating us when he suddenly

CLIMB ON THE TABLE!

Whoa! That was nice!

And he talked so loud and fast

that everyone felt so high.

As usual, the lunatics behind started cheering and shouting.

-.-

"YOU ARE ALL STRAIGHTS As STUDENTS!!!"

after 10 hours of long talk,

we were all tired and can't wait to go home. (:

mann ru and steph.

Overall, not a bad course.

I learned alot.

And the useful and good notes

will do me good!

The karangan and rumusan notes are

really useful.

The day after the 2 weeks ended.

2010-04-11T03:24:00.000-07:00

10th April was the so honorable day of SMKDU's Hari Anugerah. Yes, teachers students and everyone involved was a hectic busy human for the past two weeks, well, mainly because of the appearance of JPS's pengarah and the PIBGs. And the pengarah gave a super long speech, I ran in out 4 times, and he's still talking. So it was a busy day for everyone. As usual, the orchestra team performed, and it was fine, we were all happy although there were slight mistakes while accompanying the Cak lempong. But its okay, we all had fun!

Simfonietta Damansara Utama

haha the Dato is recording us!

sigh, our hard work had finally paid off guys!

sharmaine, the photographer!

After the performance, it was our crazy photo session!

I like this!

Calvin said something super funny that made us laugh!

ex- form 5.

the new girl in school, Emily.

she's from Alor Setar.

she's so cute, so cheeky!

eating the tasteless burger.

yeah babey! KEYBOARD.

Okay, the below photos are all poh choo

and I acting stupidly with the keyboards.

Haha, everyone that passed by must be thinking

we're crazy!

There were damn many photos!
But here are a few.

yess, we are very lame, we can do anything

in public when we're high.

I pity the small girl, Tracia who have to keep taking photos for us.

Haha, overall, it was super fun!

my last anugerah performance!

I ♥ SIMFONIETTA DAMANSARA UTAMA!

rule the world

2010-04-09T06:25:00.000-07:00

i am so disappointed at you today. you gave me a zero look after all these. i shouldn't care much about you.

i miss these people. )':

today was the shittest day ever.

thank you megan and serene, steph for hearing me brag

about the cry baby.

confessionsofabrokenheart..

Now I know, no pain, no gain.

2010-04-08T01:35:00.000-07:00

I'm setting high goals for the upcoming Tennis MSSD. After all the suns and rains with the desperado, she even ruin my rep. Okay whatever, screw it. I feel like playing tennis nowww. Hmmmm. Well since this is my last year going for MSSD, I do hope I perform better than last year because last year was such a ohmygod game with them ohmygod opponent. And last year was shizz. First timer is always a ruin. If I win, desperado will be speechless. And today, was the last practice for orchestra, then saturday is the performance day! This year's practice seems different from last year. Maybe because of the different players we have this year. I enjoyed pretty much with these people (: Including the two new transferred students. Despite the fact that the guitarists and I quarreled a few times about the stupid irritating fan. I'm currently listening to all the songs that are stuck in my head all day long. But overall, I must say, joining orchestra is a benefit for me as I could apply these piano skills and perform them, rather than knowing how to play but never seems to perform them. I don't wanna only learn and take exam and pass them with flying colours then shoo I'm done bye piano. This is just so meaningless. While still learning and performing at the same time, do gave me a lot, I must say. I learned so many things I had never knew while in orchestra. And I learn how to play a few songs on the violin, guitar and to hit the drum! And sometimes, when our maestro is not there, I will have to take over the whole team, and that, seriously I learned A LOT. Conducting, counting, and guiding. And of course, I made new friends! I never regret that I sign up as a pianist, because, things were different when you're in team, you learn more. The best part of it is when you hear good comments from others regarding your performance. Every single thing you do teaches you a lesson. Although from other's view, our simfonietta is just a small group and a small thing and doesn't mean much, but from the insider, it was like a class full of worthy lessons.

flying

2010-04-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

So I guess, I'm happy again these days? Well, I think I am, quarterly, probably, maybe. Yeah, in school I laugh like a crazy woman, well that's because I have such great friends to make me laugh everyday. But when it comes to studies, mannn, I could feel those burden on me. Missing classes, missing intro to new chapter. And, exammmm. At least, today I could finish up PART of my add maths homework I missed past few days. And yes, I miss my longer hair hairstyle alot. ): Although having shorter hair is way easier to take care and wash. But I still miss the long wavy hair that falls on my arm everytime I'm doing my work. Eeehee. (:

saturday. lalala.

dontspread.

2010-04-04T09:20:00.000-07:00

I hate it when :

exams are so near, and you feel so unprepared.
my clothes stinks.
your friend says something that could hurt you just so they feel right.
i have to miss classes.
i have to wake up so early everyday including weekends.
you couldn't get mad at someone when you're supposed to. : /
you don't see your friends so often anymore.

i hate it most when you used me.

A day in KBU College.

2010-04-03T01:36:00.000-07:00

Last Thursday, my class and other classes went KBU College. It was a workshop. It was quite fun I must say, quite a very fulfilling experience and funny moments there (:

Our first task was to pile up these nine nails on top on the one nail. Yes, at first, everyone was like 'what?'
boleh jadi ke? Haha. But it can really happen.

Everyone's brain cell started working.

tadaa! This is how you pile them up!

Message : Always think out of the box!

Then it was Science workshop. We did experiment. It's more like a Chemistry relate.

Each of us were given Sodium silicate , calcium chloride and

cobalt chloride.

Ignore the purple thing inside,

I dropped a biji of cobalt chloride inside.

We were supposed to drop both the cobalt chloride and calcium

chloride inside.

That's the result we got.

Its really cool how both of them react slowly into this.

Very nice too. It was like a crystal. haha.

The instructor explaining to us about the reaction.

Mine ; Megan's

Many people threw in the calcium and cobalt

all at a time, thats why their's are like megan's one.

But as for me, I threw a little at a time.

That's why they ask why my one so nice. -.-

Yours truly.

Then it was art workshop. They did batik. It was very very nice.

i like this.

see the piece of colourful cloth on the guy?

that's his batik.

Their way of doing is very easy and simple.

Try it at home now!

Then it was hospitality workshop.

The hospitality student demo- ing.

They taught us how to fold napkin.

Like those you see in restaurant,

on your plate.

The 'Candle' version.

The 'Cockscombe' version.

We were only using serviette,

not real napkin.

that's why it look rather small.

The 'Peacock' version.

Hardest of em' all.

Then the trip was coming an end.

Our last task/game.

Two person were tied together in hands.

We had to find way to release them from the

tie. It was very challenging.

Th funniest thing was when everyone

was trying every way to solve it.

It was damn funny!!

But the actual way was easy peasy .

Overall, fun workshop!

I had a great day (:

in the air

2010-03-31T03:35:00.000-07:00

Hello blog, I'm back to update you :)

This two consecutive weeks has really got me busy. I've got so many niceee wedding dinner photo to upload. So what am I so busy about. Orchestra! Gotta really catch up with my homeworks since I'm missing lesson for practice. But for all good, we have got some really nice comments from others. And also a Hiroshima dude (: Okay, I've lost my mood to blog. Bye.

die- heart

2010-03-19T05:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday a few of us went out with Aunt Ai Vee to celebrate her 45 17 birthday (: We had our brunch at Seoul Garden, the food there was okay despite the fact that there were baby cockroaches, yes, at our table. The first one which was a baby one was spotted by Su- yi, thats not it. There was another one which was smaller! Eww. That place is full of insects. Omg. After that, we went for movie which was Alice in Wonderland 3D. I must say the movie is fine, and the 3D effect was quite good. There were few moments where we really went 'WOAH!'. But the ending part where Johnny Depp started dancing was quite, err, random. -.-

The present we got for Ai Vee.

Mine ; Mei- Wen

Miss Secretary (:

The dirty restaurant.

Jane is not in the picture.

The lucky kangkung that got to enjoy

steam bath!

The dirty stain beside is there

cause we were cooking fried rice.

Got sick of eating chickens.

Mei- Wen stealing the poor little kangkung that

was enjoying the steam bath.

PC say the fried rice was nice which was seemingly

tasteless to me. haha.

But her face look so disgusted right?

After everyone left, Ai Vee and I was craving for something icey and cooling. So we went to this dessert restaurant called 'Honeymoon' or something honey.

I ordered Peanut cream paste.

Yeah I wanted something cooling,

but I actually ordered this.

And I regretted, cos it was kinda

big portion and I'm blardy full.

This was Ai Vee's.

Looks nice right.

Seems very refreshing.

Posing nicely with her dessert

and the dear present nicely sitted beside her. (:

Then my turn lor.

Takkan I take her picture I don't take myself.

Haha (:

Her new facebook profile picture!

Then the day ended!

I hope you had fun Aunt Ai Vee!

21

2010-03-17T03:29:00.000-07:00

2NE1!

Minzy is only 16!

and you gotta see the way

she dance!

Way to go man!

Their music ROCKKKSSS!

My favourite Korean girl band, so far (:

I like it rough

2010-03-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

I feel like going to school. I miss my class. : /

I manage to dig a few blogshop which sell stuff incredibly low. Best of all, FREE POSTAGE! HAHA.

Save so much money man! Compared to shopping malls. I bought a blouse at only RM26 (: Teehee.

So how's your studies going on everyone?

Hi Ai Vee, what do you want for your birthday present? (:

I miss CNY.

2010-03-12T06:58:00.000-08:00

During the CNY hols, my entire Lim family attended the Genting Group Luncheon at Genting Highlands. It was amazing, the food was grreeaattt. It was heavenly pretty there, and grand. The red carpet was nice, the lion dance show was not bad too. They were the winning international team (: The world is so small, I bumped into Malcolm there. I likee that place (: (: Since I've not been there for 2 years, due to the late Tan sri Lim Goh Tong's past away.

The Ballroom

very nice deco. : D

The chef doing their thing. Haha.

and Shan went too!

Then after that, I went to pray at the temple.

The big buddha statue

Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong's memorial statue,

the words beside are his motivation quotes.

it really pushed me.

it has nine floors.

and standing at the highest floor

was GRRREEAAT.

GuanYin statue

This year I walked the 18 level of Hell again,

Its really kinda scary though,

But it can really stop ppl to commit any mistakes in life.

I walk to tell myself this is what would happen to me after death

if I do something bad.

Other CNY photos.

celebrated my seventeenth with my

facebook brother, Grace.

Lol.

And, I know those people who shared this pretty gladiators

and did not get to see it,

Here you go.

My very first gladiators from my besties,

Thank you I love you guys.

To the one who chose and bought this,

thank you for always knowing what I want.

loveee`

studs.

2010-03-11T22:35:00.000-08:00

Boo . Its over. But I don't feel good. ): I just don't feel the fun. Saddie.

Ezhar is making me crazy. And believe it or not, during exam teacher walked to him and ask him not to copy my answer. Because I left my graph sheet openly facing him. Haha. I don't like sitting at first row, have to face the scribbled wall full of words like '4belian 2008'. But I can sleep. Because I can just face the wall and close my eyes without teacher knowing. Since students wasn't allowed to take a short nap during exam. Like how Pn Zul gave Megan a smack at the back to wake her up while she was sleeping and other boys.

Beep Holidays.

I tried this.

2010-03-08T00:28:00.000-08:00

Ever heard of 'Paper Bags Curls'? Its is COOL.

See the tangy curl?

Tear your paper bag into slices,

twist it with your wet hair,

tie the knot,

and wait.

THE RESULT?

Yes, they're from the paper bags.

No HEAT.

No ELECTRICAL APPLIANCES
.Save the ELECTRIC

Healthier for your HAIR.

it LAST LONGER than electric appliances.

it could last for AT LEAST 4 DAYS.

(yes. i am serious.)

If you like curls, you could try this.

mere future

2010-03-07T02:57:00.000-08:00

my new fbook profile picture (:

5 more days to go on. Then I'll be taking 3 days off to slack. Then continue to study. ): I don't want to, but SPM is in 7 months time, and I have got no choice. I had 2 tuition in a row today morning. Got home, went into my room, sit down and studied for 2 half hours. Then I wrote quotes in my room to make myself keep moving on in my studies. I usually don't study so effectively thats why sometimes I get really really bad results even though I studied. But now, things are different. We ought to be serious. I still don't like science subjects.

I have assurance that my future career is going to be nothing to do with science. I'm signing up for this class which is a very important subject for my future choice of career.

I talked to Kenzo about his art stream subjects. I strongly disagree that being in art stream is not as stress as in science stream. They're equally stressed. Then he told me about econs and stuff like that. I think if I were doing that subject, I might enjoy it better than science subjects. And besides, I love accounts. Taking accounts in the future is my second choice. My very first choice wasn't something my parents really support. I understood too. I'm glad that my current new first choice is something I am really interested in and my parents really supported me for this. (:

myfirm.

tweedle.

2010-03-05T05:47:00.000-08:00

I come to think across that Korean band are actually quite nice (: Their music are quite rhythmic and the beats are like wow. Yes. Haha. I never really listen to Korean or Japanese songs (except for BoA!!) and I must say I actually like it.

2NE1

Wonder Girls

Girls Generation

Cute voice they have there, actually.

Brown Eyed Girls

I love their dance steps!

And my all- time favourite!

BoA Kwon!

She sings well

She can dance

She's so pretty

So great huh.

And of course, not forgetting the boy band,

actually I only listen to Super Junior.

Hehe.

Megan's influence.

But I'm not gonna post their photos

here. You can hop on to

thisblog.

Full information there on what you

wanna know about them.

Very in-detailed.

Your search ends there.

Live and Love. And, pass it on.

2010-03-01T02:58:00.000-08:00

Today, I was driving in the snow when I saw an old man walking on the side of the road.

His car had broken down, & I offered him a ride, and we ended up going to the cemetery, where I watched him lay daffodils on his wife's grave, as he has apparently done every day since she passed.

Undying LGMH.

..................................

Today, my boyfriend came over to my house for the first time.

I was nervous because when former boyfriends met my baby brother, he scared them because of his disability. Jack came in and immediately bent down to introduce himself to my brother, treated him perfectly normal.

We spent the rest of the day playing with him. Unconditional love GMH.

..................................

A while ago I saw a middle-aged couple walking together holding hands and smiling.

They looked so completely in love and proud of it that I still remember it clearly to this day. They were walking in the city with a few dozen people near them and a street full of cars.

They were both men.

I have never believed in true love as much as I did then.

................................

Today I had to take off my wig and explain to the guy I am seeing that I can not go with him on a date next Friday since I have chemotherapy, thereby revealing that I have cancer.

We still have a date. At the hospital.

This man GMH.

..............................

Today I was sitting in class texting my boyfriend who is in the hospital.

All of the sudden I heard music coming from the hallway. The school band was playing "All My Life", by KC and Jojo. Our song.

He had arranged for the school band to play it because today was our anniversary and he knew he wouldn't be there. He GMH.
..............................

When I broke up with my last boyfriend, my best friend was there for me.

He bought a train ticket and came two hours to meet me. I later found out that his girlfriend broke up with him for it. He told me that my tears were more important than her kisses.

His love GMH. Always.

..............................

Today I met an elderly woman at a hospital I volunteer at.

When I had to take her to another room, her husband helped me seat her in a wheelchair even though he was so weak that he also needed one. As I pushed him down the hall behind his wife, he asked if I could move his wheelchair next to hers so that they could hold hands.

His love for her GMH

faith. love.

made it without you.

2010-02-27T08:56:00.000-08:00

Today I had lunch with 5 great person. I belanja-ed them at italiannies. It was fun. and very very fulfilling food.

They gave me a pretty gladiator sandals as a present.

and I love it. (:

untitled

2010-02-25T23:32:00.000-08:00

I was sick and tired of it. So I called Ms Celina to cancel my reservation.

Bye bye seventeenth celebration.

23.2.1993

2010-02-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday?

Today's the day my mum scream and trying hard to give birth to me 17 years ago. I feel lucky, and grateful.

Steph gave me this really really cute mug with a sitting cat inside the mug. I've never seen such special mug before. Thank you Steph ! :D I really like it.

Got many wishes from many people today. Thanks yo! Some sang me a bday song outside the koperasi. Hahaha. Some did others funny stuff. I love my friends! The funniest part of the day was somebody thought I was crying when I was looking down and not smiling. Haha. I really feel thankful to have such concerned and caring friend.

POHCHOOAIVEEMEIWENSTEPHANIE - IFEELLIKESCREWINGTHEPLAN.

YES FOR GOD'S SAKE. I DO.

Runaway.

2010-02-22T06:40:00.000-08:00

zai-lii's poolside party . (:

I will post up more photos soon as soon as I am free then I will steal from fbook.

2 hours and 36 minutes till my birthday. Apparently this time, I felt NOTHING. Usually I get very high and happy when my birthday is drawing nearer. But this time, I don't know why. Today I actually didn't pretty much realize my birthday is tomorrow. Hahaha.

Ohh, e- shoppers! Here's something really cool that I found.

SLAP HERE .

I posted my experience too, the amount of 'slaps' I got are 0. Hahaha. Because, many 'slapped' the seller. Hahah, FYI, I am the Buyer. I enjoy 'slapping' all the buyer and seller. Hahaha. You must click the link or else you must wondering what the hell am I talking about 'slapping'. Hahaha.

Everyone gone out for marching today and my class only left a few people and a few was absent today. Sports day...

doodles .

2010-02-19T17:35:00.000-08:00

Hello. I woke up very early today because I thought there was tuition, because Ezhar said there is. Aihh. Should have listen to AiVee. Called many ppl. Nobody answer my call then I have to call teacher and wake her up from her beauty sleep. Zai-lii's party was fun ytd. Everyone was so high. As for me, I was laughing my ass off at Rakesh and serene's 'pinster' or something like that, he was searching through his iphone for this word. And there were many funny unseen or heard words. I was laughing and laughing that rakesh said I need to be thrown into the pool cause I laughed too much. Hahaha. And Jane told us the mouse joke so we told Azrai, but he didint understand anything. We repeat and repeat he still dont get the joke. -.- Then, alas, he understood. Aiyohh. Hahah, they are seriously funny lahhh (:

I'm going off to genting tomorrow! For luncheon and which is the most grand I've been to and the most yummy and best buffet luncheon. Then I'm going off for praying!

I miss you so muchh la, Shan.

I hope you're going for the luncheon tomorrow.

I think I'm gonna be pretty free today. : /

sophisticated.

2010-02-16T23:40:00.000-08:00

hello poh choo and mei- wen.

Hello world.

Happy CNY. (:

I made this plan a month ago. and I had been so looking forward to it. But now, I dont know is it still working or not, My parents had been very supportive. They were telling me to go on with the plan and have fun. They were the one who kept asking me where I wanna have it, the date and everything. But it was me, I was too lazy to even think about the plan. -.- Now, I think its a bit too late. Aihh. Never mind, I will still think of something and come up to it. I can't just let it go off just like that. I am on it!

Okay. How's CNY everyone?

I have got tons of things to do. Project, homeworks. And, CNY is so hot. Very hot,
Okay, I need to go search for Nelson Mandela now. BeaRtrice, how's your search?

Bye Bye.

sisters.

2010-02-09T01:46:00.000-08:00

showing off some pretty cool fingers acts

yes we were pretty disgusted by that.

R

2010-02-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

I walked one utama the whole day today. Everyone was doing CNY shopping. There were many people. I must say I'm very happy today : D Firstly, I thought I lost my wallet so I quickly called Maybank to block my ATM card. Then I went one utama, I was so freaking emo because I loved that wallet so much and my sis bought them for me from Aus plus I have my savings to bank in which I saved from January. Then I shopped around, very satisfied with my shoppings, I let the sad case off and forget about it, who knows it might appear in front of me. I got home, search the whole house again. And I was so so sad cause I couldnt find it.Then I randomnly told my bro if he finds my wallet I will reward him 100 bucks. Knowing that I'll never find it back. Later, after all the searching and I gave up suddenly my bro was like "100 bucks please" And I was like huh? Then suddenly he took the wallet out from my mum's table!! Hahahah. I SCREAAAMM. I WAS SO HAPPY. Thanks to my mum that she forgotten she left it there -.- But too bad I already block my ATM card. Gotta go to the bank tomorrow.

Thats not just it. I got my first customer! Cant wait to tell Farah soon. Hope she 's back already. (:

Haih, I am so happy today! Hopefully tomorrow goes on well too (((:

dissapointed.

2010-02-06T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hello there. How's your day?

We had to go school today since it was a replacement for CNY hols. AND, My class attendence was fine UNTIL they all swarmed down for marching. And there's only left 3 miserable people, which includes me. -.- I almost went home, I wanted to call my dad. But luckily I realised that I have the co-op board to finish up. So I finish it up with Malcolm at library. (: At least I did not waste my time. Since teacher was so angry of us because of the incomplete board. Well, where there is no teamwork, there is no perfection.

Serene beatrice and zailii did not show up today. They say they were coming. pfft.
beaRtrice i think pn khoo misses you. The insects girl. HAHAHA. omg.

i wanna go out. 
but i must finish up my homework.  

passing by the dark alley.

2010-01-27T00:38:00.000-08:00

Finally updating this blog huh? Life has been really really hectic and busy ever since school reopen. TONS of homework everyday! I think today is the only day I can actually go online for more than 15 MINUTES. Yes, how pathetic right, I hardly get to go online anymore, even TV time are so short. ):

Well, although life had been really busy, but sometimes I still like going school ;) School can be really fun sometimes. Especially when you have great people to be with. : D People who don't look down on you, people who don't talk to you rudely. Yes because I know this particular someone who look down on people ALOT. Seriously, people like this should look in the mirror first. We're all the same so what if you are in the first class.

I said that I will forget about what happened last year, but its really hard sometimes, dont you think so?

I still think about library.

I still think about what the rude girl did/ said.

I still think about so many things.

Life's short, do what you think is right, and never regret (;

Chinese new year is so soon! Yay!

But most of the time, life after cny resembles hard life and busier life. /:

Whatever. I'm gonna ciao now. Bye . . .

dontcallmeyourbestfriend.

I lost the feelings.

2010-01-15T03:12:00.000-08:00

I spent money again :x I don't really like blogging anymore. ): Maybe I got bored of blogging. I shall take the time to do something else like how I skip others. (: But if the blogging feeling comes back then maybe I'll blog again.

theskyisfallingdown.

You're fun, thank you

2010-01-14T02:07:00.000-08:00

I was supposed to stay back for duty today because mum had meeting. Then suddenly the-ever-so-dearest sister called to say she wanna come and pick me up for lunch. At least I didn't have to stay back anymore. We actually wanted to go Atria then I wanted to withdraw cash so we went to the bank first. Then when we reach Atria there was so many cars so I suggested Tropicana City Mall instead, then we had to head back to school to go TC mall. It all took us 40 mins til we reach TC mall and ordered our food. By then mum already finished her meeting and so she came from school to join us for lunch. Hahaha, so hectic right? When we were going home, we had two cars. Mum's and sis's. Lol. I followed sis's car while bro followed mum's. Hahaha (:

I'm so tired after all the rushing. (:

never knew i needed.

It was an empty bottle.

2010-01-11T02:28:00.000-08:00

my mind still picture the board without my name.

So I guess today was fine? Some part of me felt very satisfied, but then I also felt sad. I just don't know why. Whenever it comes to position picking session, I will think of 3rd August. That day was a total disaster of 4 years of hardwork. I still can't forget about it. I'm still not over it. It just relentlessly appeared on my mind everyday. Maybe I had too many things that revolved around it too much. I tried to think the other way. But every way appears to be a dark road full of thorns.

how am i suppose to tell you?

hope and wishes.

2010-01-09T03:17:00.000-08:00

lunch at jogoya with sis, huicheng and allen.

First week of school is gone. Seems like this week was pretty long. But I guess everything is going fine. I like my class location, it somehow makes me pay attention in class and makes me wanna study too. Unlike last year, it was near the stinking toilet. I like class that are at a corridor corner. The best thing is its quite windy sometimes at my block, great.

Hopefully this year everything will go on finely. Most of my friend's mother are teaching me and one of them say they're gonna check on my exam paper and homework -.-

Sometimes when I felt like I had many things to say, I can't seem to blog about it.

studystudystudy.

I got homework, but I finished in school, yay! ( I dont know what to name my title)

2010-01-06T01:18:00.000-08:00

schools fine, I am very lucky. Because like what those teachers said, we're really very lucky we got so many good teachers. I am really very happy with all my subject's teachers. (: Well this year I am quite surprise with the attitude change of my class. They actually manage to shut up when teachers were teaching unlike last year. And when I say shut up, I mean really really quiet. Its like never before, I know I'm very baddd lahhh. But its true, seriously! (: cheers 5 Ker!

I thought about 3rd Aug, and I would like say many thanks to this girl (:
I really wanna say thank you very very much for last year.
remember the miserable week?
i never even once forget about what you did.
i am (still) very touched, thank you!
and i'm sorry if i ever once release anger on you.

i just feel like mentioning it (:

I need someone who could help me

whenever I need them

I need a reliable one

not a always finding fault one.

In a few months time.

2010-01-03T07:27:00.000-08:00

A new blog layout. Yeahh (:
But I might be changing it again later. There are more I fancied.

I am up to a project. Its called Project SD60. (: I hope it go on smoothly and succesfully.

Just something random.

ciao.

you're here there's nothing i fear.

2010-01-02T01:12:00.000-08:00

Okay, so I guess yesterday I was in a very bad mood and with all that stupid sick things from fbook I was pissed. Haha. But after a 3 hrs of sleep after tuition few episodes of The Big Bang Theory that made me laugh (: I am feeling relax now. Lol. Sleeping really release alot of stress. I'm gonna enjoy my time at the court later (: I'll try not to think about sad things and school reopening -.- yeah, I felt kinda sad actually that I have to go back to school. Unlike others who are so excited. Because, I am just 10 months away from SPM. Eesshh. But I can't wait for CNY! Yay, its the best celebration of all time (: New clothes, new shoes, new year, everything new. And new bag to put my $$$ inside. Hehehehhhee.

Great, you manage to screw up the screwed up. - some funny part from Big Bang Theory.

Its so funnneeehhh. My sis had like toooooooooo mannnyyyy shows and movies I've always wanted to watch/ missed in her HDD. Ai vee, I watched the taiwan series you were always talking about! I don't rmb the name. Some bed and pregnant on the ship one. But I only watched like 6 episodes. -.- Lol. Well, but because my sis had too many that I don't have the time to finish ): School reopening soon, I don't think I can watch anymore. Busy word. She's going back to her A country soon also. )): Cannot bake cake with her anymoreee.

some pictures from outing with Chrys khershin mingci rabecca joyenn elaine jerry and alfred.

Ming ; chrys ; Khershin

Chrys (:

rmb how much we always used to hang out

at your dad's malls and you'll start

telling me about how much

one of your bodyguards

irritates you.

hahaha.

If you were to listen about

our story during primary school.

woah, it was damn...

LOL.

lunch at delicious.

Joyenn (:

Rabecca ; Elaine ; Joyenn

Karaoke (again)

the girls. <3

Alfred (:

i'd lie.

It was long, hurtful, pain and fun

2009-12-31T11:47:00.000-08:00

its 2010.

My new year resolution list.

change myself. Be a better person.
study HARDER.
be a better friend.
control my emotions. Try not to blog in anger. (because i'll say anything. seriously.)
achieve goals that are aimed.
appreciate what I have now.
say 'thank you, i love you.' to people I loved and cared.
be a good sister and daughter.
save monies.
cut my messy hair.
abolish any misunderstood among my friends and I.
learn to think deeper and maturely
forgive and forget.
start my own little business.
say sorry to her.
forget about him.

well, although I know I have so many to resolutions in my mind, but in life, we only get to make a few choices and thus this little few choice might bring us to the further, brighter, better side of things in life. I hope I can fulfill my resolutions. I know I may not fulfill all and there's gonna be disappointed moments but I'll learn. I sat and thought throughout these years, there were moments where I was foolish, silly, selfish etc. But I'm glad I learnt from these now. Its worth those past. Every moment is worth treasure especially with your loved ones.

Thank you to you guys who helped me through those days.
Thank you, I love you.

lets begin.

I felt hurt too.

2009-12-26T03:20:00.000-08:00

Just in case you forgot how I look like.

wth. nyehehe.

Not so long ago, I read this girl's blog. Boy, I really like the courage and bravery she had in her. She was hurt. And I could say, very deeply though. But somehow as I read her blog, I can feel her intimate self strong encouragement and heart- felt girl power. She was tough she can get over it. I wish I could be like her though. : /

She pushed me to blog about what I need to say.

But I guess, maybe I shall just keep them.

Because sometimes, people gets sensitive.

All I want for Christmas is my dear friend living at some part of this world, would change for the better next year. I hope she will be someone who is understanding, forgive and forget. Because, I don't want the ship to sink after so long.

if what i say here somehow link to you, dont worry not you laa.

i took a big step backwards.

how about you.

sensitive girl.

2009-12-23T02:38:00.000-08:00

she's back from Bkk.

So there's this.

Oh my goddd. Schools starting in another one week. Which means next year is SPM already. I got like so many things to say or upload but then, sometimes I just don't feel like doing it. Grace is at somewhere in Europe. She don't know which part was going all she does know is the first destination is London to visit Nana. Its been sooo long. I wonder how is Nana now. After London she's flying off to somewhere in Europe also. Now I got nobody to randomly send me some random msg. And I can't randomly text some stupid random msg to her also.

I can't wait.

You're not over it. Because you kept talking about it. Move on man.

2009-12-15T09:02:00.000-08:00

In 2 weeks time, we'll be in school again.

Before I write this post, I wrote another one.
But I might not be posting it.
It was about the BBTL in DJ.
It a viewer advised one too.
Its quite interesting though.
I really like it.
But I cannot post it also.
Cause if I do so,
Wah, tian xia da luan
The loyal stalker will start
telling everyone.
My reputation will be ruined by it *referrig to loyal stalker* again.

Okay,

so today I had acc tuition,

it was quite fun though i dont

know why.

Then later on,

went Uptown to meet up with Mei Wen

and others.

Saw Kien Beng, Peili, Zee Jiun

and other f2 scouts.

Sat down and chit chatted with them

while waiting for Mei Wen.

When I came home,

damn,

I was so tired.

I slept for 3 hrs plus.

Had a really really WEIRD dream.

Luckily it was just a dream though.

Because in my dream I kept

asking myself is it a dream?

But it never seems like a dream in there,

And,

I actually remembered EVERYTHING.

Every detailed part of it.

First time man.

maybe you're okay,

maybe I was the one

who wasn't okay.

I had a great day : )

2009-12-13T07:19:00.000-08:00

Today was awesomely fun. When I say awesomely I mean, great, hilarious, crazy, *all words that descibes fun here* It was the dear girl that sat beside me in class, Megan Chin's sweet 16th birthday! Haha. Had loads of fun, great food, great game : ) Messed with PC Kee ALOT. Insulted her, beat her, slapped her, bullied her. Lol, its been so long already since we fooled around with each other. She's leaving to singapore for her MPYO camp. :( Always during her hols she had to go to all these camps. Maybe when you're talented, you have to do all these. Hehehe. Anyway, many thanks to Megan Chin Mei- Yan and her parents!

Update with photos sooon!

and wow,

another TWO gathering.

organize by both different ppl.

i just love them la.

What goes around, comes around

2009-12-11T01:33:00.000-08:00

See, I think this whole month too many

primary school things revolves

around me.

Hahah, I can't stop thinking back.

Anyway the photo above was

taken during my std 3 Children's Day.

I think the best time in primary school

was those celebrations.

Especially Children's day!

We get gifts from teachers and

even tuition teachers!

I enjoyed Children's day most

and I so miss it.

I remember when after I graduated

I thought that students also celebrate

Children's day in secondary school.

But then Mum told me they don't

I was very dissapointed though.

Lol. Don't you just miss those fun days?

I still remember how I celebrated mine

from std 1 to 6.

My friends uploaded all the class photos

form std 1 to 6!

Seriously, I really was shock to see how much

everyone changed.

I'm sure everyone of us miss those

days right?

Sometimes we even hoped that we can

go back to those kiddy days right?

Time flies, and we know we can't

go back.

Thats why what people say is right

appreciate what you have right now.

Never looked back

to sad moments and feel sad.

If we kept looking back,

we can never move on.

Go on,

do what you think is right,

voice out your feelings.

Because you don't wanna regret

by the end of the day.

Make your past and now happy,

so it'll never be hurtful to look back

and think about it.

Because everything that you do,

comes back to you by the end of the day.

Its you, it was really you.

2009-12-08T08:47:00.000-08:00

I thought it was my eyes, but then I looked again it was really you. I'm so glad. You brightened up my day.
Finally, you're here.

i looked twice,

i didn't believe myself.

But your voice made me believe its true.

Even if it was sad, I'll still laugh on.

2009-12-07T03:23:00.000-08:00

More photos! : DD

Camwhoring everywhere : ))

Joy : ))

At the skating rink

We were like the last two singing,

haha, it was 'hero' btw.

HuiYing ; Joy

Part of the few that stayed longer.

I like this : P

<333

This was funny when rock looked at wei xuan while

she was singing.

Everyone stopped and looked her, damn funny.

I miss you la, rock.

I don't wanna be so too :'/

Where are you now?

2009-12-06T03:11:00.000-08:00

Hung out with my primary friends again. Hahaha : ) But this time its at Sunway Pyramid. Glad that those who can't make it for the last gathering turned up for this : )) Some went back earlier some stayed longer. Serious fun and crazy when I'm with them : D Okay, photos! These are from my camera, some are in fbook but I didn't grab. I'll upload them later. Lazy to do so now : P

While we were skating, there was this guy who

kept coming up to her and flirt with her.

LOL : )

But she know's what to do : )

Karaoke- ing.

HuiYing ; Shan ; Rock

The ROCK.

Don't ask why, haha.

HuiYing ; The Rock

Jerry : )

We were singing 'hero' and she had

a great voice <3

Okay, they are not couples.

Skating photos later!

I'll upload some of others

from their camera.

seriously, where are you now.. :'(

2009-12-05T12:27:00.000-08:00

its 4 something already and i cant sleep. I miss my friends :( anyway i'll be updating tomorrow i mean later, about my outing with my awesome primary friends. Yeah we hung out again. Hahaha. I still miss them though :) and my legs hurts because of those uncomfy skating shoes :( see i've been turning here and there on my bed and i ended up blogging using my phone. Quite convenient right, when you cant sleep you can just go online. Hahaha. Proper update soon :)

coming back to reality

2009-12-01T06:09:00.000-08:00

New member : )

Cheerful lil' kid : )

heeheeh : D

If you want to, I can save you, I can take you away from here.

2009-11-29T08:02:00.000-08:00

Hey there earthlings!
So how's the holidays?
I removed the music player off my blog,
irritating.

I think this my hols are gonna

be full of fun, i thinkk.

Haha, my dearest primary gang

had a gathering and we had so much fun

that now, they're organizing another one.

Haha, we seriously missed each

other too much.

Had been spending my days

and nights with them this few days

on fbook, msn, skype.

And they love to zha me so much.

Hahaha!

Unforgettable moments : ))

original.

of Gathering and fun moments

2009-11-26T06:48:00.000-08:00

Today is a very special day for us 6H 2005 batch. Because, today is our after- 4- long- years gathering! Yes, everyone loves gathering right? I mean, you get to see your friends again, talked about those old days. So, it was held at Mid Valley, actually I couldn't make it, because of transport prob, but if I don't go, I don't know when will I ever see these great buddies' again! But, I'll figure out my own plan! Hehehe : P

When we all got there, the situation was so awkward, we were like, 'Hi.' , 'Hello'. But its because, we never see each other for so long already. But then it all turn to be FFFUUNN!! We chit chat and there we go, back to those talkative primary years : D

Yeah, I suck.

See, Mr Table Lim is always photo alert.

Yen Teng ; Elaine ; Wei Xuan ; Alfred

Elaine! :)))

Shhaaaannn!! I missed you hell alot!

Elephant : P

Elephant ; Drug addict

This was our stupid nicknames during primary school

Pity her kept being zha as lala!

She was a crazy Jolin fan way back

and I was a Lindsay Lohan fan.

In class, she loved to sing all the

Jolin songs to me

then she'll start writing all the song lyrics

into my notebook,

and I used to always sing Lindsay Lohan's

songs to her. Hahah!

I seriously missed her :'))

funny unforgetable moments with this fellow!!

Our dearest nickname giver, Zhuo Zhi aka Mr table

Seriously, zhuozhi, OMG!

And when he first saw me today, the first thing he say was

'DRUG ADDICT!"

Don't ask me why am I given this nickname. =.=''

Then it was lunch time, best part of the day man, so much of talking, laughing out so LOUD! Talking about primary friends. Hahaha! : DDD

Kheng Hoe's, errrm, "skilled photography"..

Zhuo Zhi ; Kheng Hoe ; Alfred ; Jerry

Steven!!

Shan : ))))

Best friends forever <333

Steven ; Yuan Sing ; Shan ; Hui Ying ; Zhuo Zhi ;

Kheng Hoe ; Alfred ; Er Wei

Alfred, haha, sorry, but I still thinks that your eyes minimised

See, Zhuo Zhi is seriously always camera alert

So much fun laughing back at our past!

Loves, 6H 05'

Well, Kheng Hoe concluded that I change alot.

Better yet,

He said changed into a talkative girl.

Yeah, I think so too.

Love you guys forvever : ))

Looking forward to the next party at Elaine's house!

We were already planning the next parrrttaaayyy!!

In our hearts forever,

rubbish dump efforts

2009-11-23T06:53:00.000-08:00

See, isn't this nice?

The article said that people who

have round face can

cut their hair like that.

I have round face, isn't great that I can

change my hairstyle into this.

Its so nicee : )

I need a haircut, seriously.

After the incident that happened

on 11th August 2009.

Urgghh. Don't remind me.

Now, since its safe to cut my hair

I will do so,

need to fix it though.

Went out yesterday and bought shop some stuff

kinda regret buying one of it.

A bit, only, heeeheeh.

But I'll make use of it.

What's more great is,

my studded bag is arriving tomorrow!

I think I should have a sales corner

at my house

and sell my bags off.
Need more space for the
new ones, HAHA.
Anyone interested to buy?
Lol. : D
Very very cheap cheap.
Promoting sales here!
Mum is gonna kill me

if I buy some more.

Hehee.

Browsing through my folder,

it sucks that I see so many

of LW crime photos

those that I spent days and nights

searching for and saving it.

Need to get rit of it.

BAD BAD BAD BAD MEMORIES : ////

delete.

Delicate`

2009-11-20T09:58:00.000-08:00

Well, everyone does surprise for their friends right? Its just how you do it. :D

As for our dearest contractor/ frog/ clownductor etc best friend we did a surprise party for her at her house. But sadly, a few could not make it : ( But its okay cause the plan still went on perfectly. Its damn hilarious when she came in to the house, back from One Utama. We place a camera which was recording, at the table and when she came in she saw the camera and she was like ' Ey, got camera wor, recording ar? Really recording wor!' And from the camera screen, she SHOULD have seen us sitting at her staircase, but she did not. Hahaha, seriously, she's quite blind. Just joking!!! And it took her so long for her to pass by the staircase. LOL! : D

Okay enough of talking. Photos!

I drew this! :D

Jasmeen, serious coke addict.

LUP!! Lets go IKEA!!

The cake and the uber funny card Mei- Wen made!

Aww..

Okay! I'm done posting this : ) Imma go sleep now!

night!

Happy moments : ) there is a rainbow after rain.

2009-11-18T06:54:00.000-08:00

I'm so damn happy today!! Firstly, I entered a online store competition and I won!!! Wooooohooo!! I'm gonna receive my prize soon! Secondly, my dearest ever primary school friends organize a gathering after like SOOO long! Hahahah! I'm SO going, I missed damn like hell! Thirdly, tomorrow is the day of days! Hehehe, secret plan! Okay, my day was so enlightened up today : ) Happy!! Bye bye : )))

Don't avoid. Get up, show em'.

2009-11-17T08:13:00.000-08:00

Remember I said about uploading some photos. Well yeah it has been so long already and I have'nt upload anything yet. But its okay. I think I've got better photos to upload soon! Thursday! I hope I can make it. I'm really sorry if I can't. I have those bad feelings. Today, the beans spilled. It was bad. But I will change them bad ones.

To the sacrificed- much, dedicated, helpful, useful planners.
If Thursday are not meant a good day for me. and things failed,
I'm really sorry that I can't make it.

To the heart- felt one,
You won't be reading this ever in your whole life. But I want to say thank you for not ever giving up on me, thank you that you still had faith in me. Sorry that I've done it again.

you never gave up on me,

ying.

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go.

2009-11-16T08:27:00.000-08:00

I want to run and leave. I want to hop off.

I thought life could change, I thought it would be a diferent new journey. I was wrong. Now, I hope I could hope off as fast as I could. Even if there is my loved ones here, I wouldn't want to live on with those sad moments. Take me away please, its so stranded here. I thought I could die off already. Any more moments here, I'll be force to the dead end. Bring me off to the most beautiful place, if there is. I want to get out of this place, now. I can't take it anymore...

-Lillian Hemsperman

Dont fall for them, its not worth it.

2009-11-16T07:40:00.000-08:00

Today was a really tiring day. Firstly went to school to clean up the library. I don't even know why we had to clean up the library because the electric workers are gonna be back and dirty the place again. Even they asked why we wanna clean up til so clean, its gonna be dirty soon anyway. Then walked to hospital to do something then mei wen and I ate our breakfast at the cafeteria. We were chit chatting enjoying our time so much that we forgotten about Steph and others were outside waiting. Haha. Then off to curve to get something and watched 2012. The movie was 3 hours long. Nice movie though. When I came back, I was so tired that when I was playing my facebook game I actually fell asleep in front of the com! Haha. Never been travelling so much since so long already. All I did was sleep when I came home. Seriously. I was never awake.

Mei Wen, you want some more code? Lol.
thursday!!

i shouldn't had.

you were really pissing me off.

Drop your dead reed

2009-11-14T02:45:00.000-08:00

Hello : )

Went for the YE AGM today at LakeView Club. We got out dividend today : )) Oh and did I mention that DUKE Enterprise, my school YE got the Best Enterprise, Best Annual Report, 2nd runner- up for Best Product, 3rd runner- up for Use of ICT. Haha, and because of getting these award, we were awarded RM 1700 and SMKDU was given books worth RM 1000! : ))

you know, suddenly i feel like sharing my thoughts of belows, personal thoughts though:

A blog is an online diary. Even if you write a diary, the book type one, its kept as P&C right? Obviously.
Well, basically, a diary is something you write to express your own feeling. And you keep it to yourself cause its your privacy. Thats why people say its rude to read other people's diary. Normally people who writes diary write things that people can't feel it or understand them emotionally. Maybe its sad or hard for them to tell somebody, so diary is their closest friend who you can tell or complaint and it'll just kept quiet and listen. It's the one that knows most of you. : ) So same goes to your online diary. Everyone has the rights to be sad and voice out. Never feel scared or afraid to say things out. Infact, say it out loudly.

Haha, this short lil' passage just pop up on my mind and it urged me to post it out.

Here's something which I thought was quite funny that happened in class,

Cik Liang ; Serene

You all ar, must achive higher, aim for A+ in SPM.
Haiya, A can ady la. (giggling and trying to her hide her face)
Very 'HUMBLE' hor??! (stares at Serene)
Hahaha : D (shy)

Haha, they're so cute la.

Its a long road

2009-11-12T08:05:00.000-08:00

Though hope is frail, but friends are forever. Yes, forever is a huge massive word. But it always, mean it. I believe in the word forever.

November 13th, someone's big day. The girl who sat beside me since Form 1. The one, who let me copy her notes cause I can't see the board during the very first day of form 1. The one, who cried alot during form 1. don't kill me pls. The only one who understand what I'm mumbling about. The one, that tells very funny joke and making people laugh always. The one, who sings incredibily good. The one, who hates the song poker face. The one, who share the same love of chinese song with me. Haha. She's too many to describe. We may had misunderstood and quarrelling issue, but thats what makes our ship stronger and floats on forever. Some people like Ms P may had told her stuff which I didn't even say it was meant for her or something on MY blog but I know she believes in me, and she understands me better than me myself.

" I know you better than you know yourself okay! "

-her line.

She's the only who understand

what stupid joke I'm telling

when nobody does.

She's the one, who always

cheer me up and listen

to me grumble about Ms P.

She's the one who

helped me in Maths.

She's the only one, who

knows what I'm thinking.

She's the one who

calls me professor, doctor, psychiatric

Haha : )

She's my best friend, forever.

HappyBirthday

PohChoo.

feels like I'm in a race but I already won first place

2009-11-10T02:22:00.000-08:00

Haha, I removed the adult content warning page. Put it for someone's notice. I will put it up again, soon.

Next week's open day, and my mum is gonna see my shit result, and I'll be in deeeeep shit. Deepest.
eeeee. smelly. : /

Finally, our physics peka are done! : ) I can skip school now : p
Today, Cik Liang talked to the 24 attendees, us. She said, holidays are the best time to do revision. And, she was giving us supports and saying that if we fail, we can still get an A and whatever it is, it must be our optimum efforts : ) And, we even promise her that next year, we'll ALL pass up a physics workbook to her. Any workbook of our own. In a sense that we studied and did revision during hols. She actually only ask a few but everyone wanted to do it. I'm so proud of my class, ALL of them actually agreed. I know they will do it : )

Sometimes 4 Ker really annoys me, like when teacher's teaching and they're making noise. But sometimes, they're just SO funny! Even teacher got cheered up and laugh along. Cik Ilyana who CAN'T stand us in the beginning, is like so a friend to us now. She likes photography, and my class, seriously, at least 10 has a DSLR. And they'll start taking photo with her and she uses her DSLR to take our photo and tag us in facebook. She's like so cool, I like her as my form teacher : ) I hope she still teach us next year :') I think, 4 Keruing really isn't so bad after all, Megan's right : )

just get back up

when they knock you down

Stick your finger into your mouth and say yes

2009-11-09T07:04:00.000-08:00

something urge me to blog. There's something I wanna say.

okay, I'll assume I already said something.

There's a change of plan. I'm not going Pangkor but I'm going Sepang to meet the formula 1 drivers and get a ride too. Yan Chee's tagging along. Then I'll be relaxing in the Empress Hotel having the greatest spa ever, then I'll go for my dinner then after that a walk in the beautiful garden, snap pictures with girlfriends. Hahaha. Sounds fun? Then at night, I'll be chit chatting with dearie bear gang. : ) ahaha.

a% of truth b% of fake. What do you think?

I was blind, too blind. You were bad, real bad.

2009-11-09T05:08:00.000-08:00

Today a girl told me something very very hurtful about this girl.
I now, know the truth. She's seriously someone I shouldn't even had make friend with.
How do you feel when someone humiliate your family? And, better yet she's your best friend.

Anyway, I got back a few papers and some are bad, some just fine. I'm thinking of changing my blog's skin.
From today onwards, readers of Dear, dear diary, please read at your own risk. Because I'm a person who blogs about everything. Good, bad, hatred. So don't go telling ppl HY is so rude she blogs about ppl and yada yada. And you know who you are, Ms P.

dont say i never warn you : )

Superstar

2009-11-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

You know, I think I should change my blog in to a parental- advised blog or a rated 18 one. Because I see myself typing something that other people out there hate it or love giving comments about : ) Here I am, blogging infont of a large mirror, I see no cool- o- duodo but I sure know what is going on. You know when you praise someone, in their heart you look so beautiful, flawlessly. Imagine if everyone praise someone everyday, how beautiful are the humans living now? If you donate a penny a day, imagine how fast the rate of poors will go down so fast. Okay, finished with that. My blog is sorta lack of photos, I so got many photos to upload, but the laziness come forward to me than anything else. I'm going school tomorrow to see Ms Liang, she missed me already, hahaha.

see, at least my blog has a photo now

Look, they're so happy excercising : ))

backwards.

2009-11-07T07:58:00.000-08:00

Look, Google has so many cute Sesame Street's homepage.

Its Sesame Street's 40th anniversary

Cute, no?

Google is such a superb website.

Whenever I'm too free I'll just go Google

and type something random

and get so many cool fun facts.

Its damn fun : )

I'll be leaving to Pangkor soon for Koperasi course organize by the JPS. People who went are qualified for head, according. We'll see, hmmeeehehehee.

I'm sure it will be fun :D

dontregret.

Dear, dear diary

v o.o v - i find these symbols really cute

I'll be back soon.

Pause.

Clap your hands

Tweedle

Out of my way.

21 ♥

hey there.

21 ♥

Geez *edited for ms Big-fan*

the LIBRARIAN.

you left me speechless.

Jap

blackjack

Sick.

cookie monsters

Bicycle day

Because right now I don't bother anymore :D

DC

Souled out!

Party in the cameron

i'm back

Pyramid

Snap!

those who fight

Lollipop

lalaland

set this roof on fire baby

surprise bump.

2NE1 FTW!

it will never be there.

The day after the 2 weeks ended.

I ♥ SIMFONIETTA DAMANSARA UTAMA!

rule the world

Now I know, no pain, no gain.

flying

dontspread.

A day in KBU College.

in the air

die- heart

21

I like it rough

I miss CNY.

studs.

I tried this.

mere future

tweedle.

Live and Love. And, pass it on.

made it without you.

untitled

23.2.1993

Runaway.

doodles .

sophisticated.

sisters.

R

dissapointed.

passing by the dark alley.

I lost the feelings.

You're fun, thank you

It was an empty bottle.

hope and wishes.

I got homework, but I finished in school, yay! ( I dont know what to name my title)

In a few months time.

you're here there's nothing i fear.

It was long, hurtful, pain and fun

I felt hurt too.

sensitive girl.

You're not over it. Because you kept talking about it. Move on man.

I had a great day : )

What goes around, comes around

Its you, it was really you.

Even if it was sad, I'll still laugh on.

Where are you now?

coming back to reality

If you want to, I can save you, I can take you away from here.

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rubbish dump efforts

Delicate`

Geez edited for ms Big-fan